Im feeling ill when I see whats going on in Syria today.
I also feel that thenews from there is getting less space in the papers and in the televisionnews.
Are we gonna leave them people there all alone?
Are we gonna stop caring?

Because Russia and China said that they dont support any actions taken against the ruler of Syria UN sits quiet.
They may condemn a thing or two, but they are also rather quiet, and it scares me.

Since I live in Sweden, I have ahard time understanding how the people in Syria really are getting along.
I sit here in peace and quiet, day out and day in, while someone else is most likely running for their life.
How many do you reckon across the world is, as I write this on the run trying to escape military?

Take a minute - Think about it!

Ok, so the cold that I have been pushing away for ages came back..
And oooh it was angry at me!
Saturday we had a soccergame with the team that I havent been training so long so I finally got to see my first game with them.
They did really well, some small stuff needs correction but other then that, Im impressed!
It was only a friendly game tho but they won 3-1.

On the way home I started feeling abit funny..
Couldnt really point out what it was but it showed soon enough that evening..
I got a high fever accompanied by headache and alot of freezing :(

As I said, the cold was mad at me for real ;)
I`m still winning tho,
Im getting better by the minute and Im not known for being able to take a rest.
Just sitting at home is so boring its basically killing me.
Ive watched two seasons of Sons Of Anarchy by now,
I have to do something to make the time pass by!

What do you guys do when you are sick to pass time?

My back has healed itself, finally!
But now I dont have much to complain about, I really need tocome up with something here ;)

I read in the paper today about a guy who kidnapped himself,
trying to get 1500 $ from his parents as a ransom.
Is it just me who wonders why he demanded so little money?
I mean for real, that must be low selfesteem?
If someone else kidnapped me Id feel offended if that were all they asked for!
If I, for some weird reason, decided to kidnap myself  the ransom would be ridicoulusly high Id tell you!

Today its trainingday again (as always,right?), and I think focus will be on defense.
My mind is totally blank, I know what I want the guys to do during a game but Im not sure on how to invent an exercise for it..
Hmm I better go think on this one.

How is your day coming along?
And how did you spend Valentines day?
Why do we even celebrate it for real,
anyone that knows?
(Yes I could google it but Im too lazy).

Im feeling like I`m 85 years old today.. or no, I feel like my body is, not me.
Im still as childish but my body asks me not to move too much.
We are almost done cleaning out my mothers old house,
just few things left, and when I have the energy I suppose I should go and help her unpack?
After all, she is my mother and I vaguely remember what a horror it can be to move!

Yesterday we moved all of the heavy stuff from my mothers house, and well, most  of the other stuff aswell,
now there are only few things left wich I said Id help out with today.
I also have training in an hour,
and I need to go andsee my grandfather today since my father called med yesterday about him,
and I have also invited my mother here for dinner tonight.

Except for filling my day so much I have no idea how I`ll manage it all I also need to take care of my own home.

My stomach is revolting against me and my back and shoulders wants to run away sometimes I wonder when I willrealize, its a fact, no matter how much I try - Im not superwoman!

My back still hurts tremendously!
And today we start moving my mothers stuff.
Tomorrow she has the big part of the move to do..

And its still scaringly cold outside: -14, a little windy and it looks like there is gonna be more snow coming soon.
But hey put this song on andlet us pretend:

I have a meeting at my sons school today, and that would be no problem at all.
IF my back ,neck and shoulders wasnt killing me at the moment,
and Im more tired then Sleeping Beauty ever was!

I have a hard time seeing a prince showing upp to rescue me either,
we only have one prince in Sweden I belive and he is taken!
He doesnt really look that good either to be honest so Im not so sure Id like a kiss from him.


Other then that I suppose everything is as usual.
The dog still wants to go out every other hour or so,
Im still keeping it all nicelooking here at home (yes Im impressed by myself for that).
I get tears in my eyes from being sleepy wich isnt the best considering the makeup I just put on..
School might mistake me for a racoon and toss me out?

Anyways, hows your day coming along? All good I hope?